Thursday, July 5, 2012

错的感觉,感觉的错 The Wrong Feeling

错的感觉,感觉的错 The Wrong Feeling

Its a song I made just using a day, its about what I experience in life. Its a sad love song which the feeling is wrong, at the wrong moment, with the wrong person.
那时光 实在怀念
那一段 不可能的相恋
我们的感觉 只是个错觉
我们的遇见 只是在昨天
曾经的承诺 已变成解脱

Tuesday, May 15, 2012

After the fellowship at Starbucks

I am just sharing something sincerely, from my heart.

Do you ever feel like your life is a mess?
Everything you did is wrong or failure.
Nothing to be proud of. Dissapointments.
Studies, work, relationships, religion, your own personal life.
A total mess.

You know, GOD loves us so much.
He puts people in our lives to mould, change and influence us.

You think that you had the worst relationship, or the person you love never love you.
But you don't know that GOD thinks that you deserved a better one, and he wants you to learn to be stronger. 

You think that you never achieve anything yet in your life, couldn't see your future, despite your talents, ambition and potential.
But you don't know that GOD has an awesome plan for you, your destiny lies right in front of you, but its just not the time yet.

You think that you can't study well, and getting good results are impossible.
But you don't know that GOD can grant you wisdom, faith and success. All you need to do is just a little more hardwork, have faith and pray!

You think that you always face those annoying people, problems or events in your life and its really depressing.
But you don't know that GOD puts those people in your life to change your character, problems to make you tougher and events to make you stronger to overcome them.

You think that you have a dream, that is nearly impossible and people laughed at you.
But you don't know that GOD is already preparing you for a greater destiny, as he sees far more than what we can see.

We are living in a small world, a blue sphere with people of limited thoughts, knowledge and wisdom. The universe is so wide, as well as GOD's intelligence and capability.

I am not sharing religion.
GOD loves you.
Just pray, for anything that happens in your life.
You might not know what GOD will do. =)

Thanks for Samuel and Noel for motivating me when I was down, spiritually and mentally. I wrote this after the fellowship I had with them.
They influenced me, in a good way. I prayed, and I'm right back to the right track.
How bout you?

Photo taken by a polaroid camera, cool huh=)

Sunday, May 13, 2012

A song to my mum- Instrumental

A song to my mum- Instrumental
Basicallly I went to a studio to record this, and I think i can do better as this is the first time i record in a studio! Thanks for Jia Ruey and Reuben for giving me the chance to do this.haha. Comment and share my music=)

Friday, April 20, 2012

Imma heartbreaker.

The moment I first saw you.
You are stunning, I was attracted by your natural wavy dark hair, waving while you walked past by me, like a gentle wind kissed my face.
I felt like earth losing gravity, and I know its insanity, saying that you're going to be, the one and only.

The moment you walked towards me.
You smiled, and the heavens were brought down to earth that moment.
I was a coward, ignored the most dazzling smile in the world by looking at the grey floor.

The first time I sat so near to you.
That table in the library, that girl sitting in front of me.
Your voice was as sweet as honey, and by saying that it's not geli.
I looked through your eyes, my view quickly moved aside. I was so so so nervous.
Your eyes are the most breath-taking of all,  so pretty, so lively. Its like they can talk.

Then I had the courage to know you.
Facebook, phone number, texts, calls.
We meet, we're happy. We got too much alike, we thought.
We're going to take the next step..

BUT I KNOW I CANNOT. I know what is going to happen and it will repeat again. She can't handle that well in the end. But my feelings were strong for her, I followed my instinct, and I confessed that I like her. She didn't trust me, I made her to believe me.
It was her first relationship, it was my fifth official relationship. We're together. I had experience in relationships, she didn't. I thought I can handle it well. Well.

It was the best feeling on earth to be with her. I felt that I'm the luckiest man in the world.
It was the sweetest moment of my life.

Problems occurred, we never fight though. I told her its normal to have problems, didn't know know that it was me.
7 months and it ended.
The reason is me. I suck. I hurt her too much. I ruined her life.
I was being a coward, selfish, not gentleman at all. I mean, I realized this before. But when these became the reasons we broke up, I realized a lot.

I am totally not ready for relationships yet, I know now.
I need to learn to love.
To be there at the shortest time when she needs me.
Not to care to much what people say on our relationship.
To make her feel that she's the most special girl in this whole wide world.
To sing to her, giving her surprises, to make her happy.
To take responsibility and..
To be mature.

I am going to learn, to love, to be mature and to be a gentleman. I made a promise to her that, I'm going to be single until the 2nd year of university life, until I met the one i love. But I know..
I loved her, and I love her.

She is so special to me, although the ways I expressed them are not the ways she wanted.
She's my everything, my breathe to live, but I know there's no going back.

If you're not ready for a relationship, please don't get into one.
You might destroy someone's life.
Always treat your love ones as they're the most special ones in your life.

Random shot at my college, smile.
I should, although I've lost my love one.

Friends, are the best when you're single or not.